The Birthday
Her 17th Birthday
In 2024 we met again after a long time. We often went to her house, then walked around without any direction, snacking here and there. We spent almost every day together. Sometimes we had fights and sulked at each other, but once we calmed down, we apologized to each other.
There was also a time when we were sulking on the motorbike. We kept silent, and because of that I rode it without thinking about others and put everyone in danger. I was really annoyed and could not hold my emotions, but I chose to stay silent, even though I was riding like a madman.
Then, on her 17th birthday, 26 June 2025, I went to her house. That was when I felt I could not give her anything, because I did not have any money yet. Luckily, my parents bought her a birthday cake, even though it was only a cheesecake. She loved that gift.
A few days later, my parents took us to the mall so I could buy shoes, since I was going to do my internship (PKL). I chose the shoes, and that was also her suggestion. While I was trying them on, she was looking at women's shoes too, it seemed she wanted some. My mom quietly asked me to find out which shoes she liked most. So I asked her whether there were any shoes she liked or found cute. She showed me with great enthusiasm, even though she did not seem to be asking me to buy them for her. I happily asked, You really like shoes like this, huh? and she said yes.
I left her to look around again, then went to my mom and told her that she liked shoes like that. My mom said, oh alright, take them, we will buy them as her birthday gift. I ran straight to her and said, alright, you want the ones from before, just take them, you can pay later. She was surprised and said, huh? No, that is too expensive, the money will run out, I did not ask for it. I said, come on, take them, you said you liked them. She was surprised and resigned, okay then, thank you. I replied, do not thank me, thank my mom and dad, they are the ones who planned this.
She suddenly fell silent and turned away right away, refusing to look at me. I was surprised why she suddenly did that. But after I came closer and held her hand, tears fell from her eyes. I know it might be the first time she has ever been given a gift, and I know this is something very special to her. I am happy she could feel this. I only want one thing: for her to be happy. I want to make sure she will keep being happy for as long as she still trusts me and I still trust her. Our road may not always be smooth, but at least we will get through it together.